Train Wreck Waiting to Happen

I could tear up at my own unhappiness any minute.

Alas, I am the one who sinks myself in misery and saddness. How I long for you to stop finding excuses to avoid me. All I need is just a little more time with you. A little more time for you to realize that I may actually be good enough for you, to show you how much I care. A good friend says it took him about 3 years to get to know me. I know I can’t rush love, but at this age where the term “settling down” isn’t foreign anymore, we’re all skeptical about taking a chance.

It will be goodbye after this Saturday. And even if I still believe that water and fire can mix, is it all worth fighting for?

If we can both take a leap of faith together, maybe you can help me avoid this train wreck waiting to happen.

“I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul” -Pablo Neruda